I get mesmerized whenever you smile, though it really wasn't for me.
I stutter a lot when you're around, though you never really notice.
I get happy just by getting a glimpse of you, though you don't know.
I get butterflies in my stomach whenever our paths cross, though it's just nothing for you.
I listen very well when you talk, though not to me. [this one's hopeless. and it's called eavesdropping!]
Your voice is music to my ear, though I seldom hear it.
You make my heart beat faster, though you're just passing by.
You never fail to complete my day, though you're doing it with just a simple stare.
I think I'm falling, though I shouldn't be.

What's the most important thing for a computer science student? Computer, files and soft wares. But what else can a computer student do if his computer's hard drive suddenly gets corrupted and it's hopeless to retrieve all the files he had saved and all the soft wares he had installed in it? Nothing.

Of all the things that could happen, that particular one did to me. I asked my friend if there's still hope that the files can be retrieved, she said yes. So when my father brought the CPU to the technician(big thanks to him for repairing our PC for free), my hopes were up. But in the middle of waiting, my father called and told me that it was hopeless, that the technician can longer retrieve everything because all the drives were badly corrupted. I cried.

To top it off, our lab instructor gave us a take home exercise to be submitted today at 6pm. Considering that the technician finished reformatting the PC at around 2pm, that I have a class at 3pm, and that downloading all the necessary soft wares needed in compiling and running my program will definitely take time, I cannot make it on deadline. Good thing I was able to do the important part of exercise the night before. I think that's what they say, there's always the bright side. It's still not that big of a disaster after all.

Through the months, I have saved a couple of files, downloaded a couple of songs, videos, and pictures and installed some soft wares in our PC. It was a bit hard for me to let go of those things that took me several months to gather. Consequently, I have to start all over again. Start from trash, from the very beginning.

Yesterday, I went to our town's municipal hall to register for the upcoming 2010 elections. Can you believe it? I'm finally of legal age and voting for the next year's elections!

Do you have any candidates to vote for yet? Well, I still don't have one. I'm so excited for the elections. Now, I'm gonna be part of our country's future! I will be one of the millions of Filipinos who's gonna be deciding who our next leader should be. I'm excited. Let's just hope there will be a clean and honest election next year. Change. It's what we all need.

It seems like only yesterday I was a carefree minor who just makes lemonade out of the lemons that life's throwing at me(though I'm still doing it now. I think everyone should.XD). But even though I'm already 18 now, I still seldom feel and act like a child. I still haven't reach full maturity yet. Anyway, time will come for that. besides, I'm just 18.:)

PS. Have you heard or seen the latest song of Paramore? It's so cool. What else do you expect? They are Paramore. Anyway, if you haven't, I suggest you should see it or perhaps listen to it. It totally rocks.:D

Raining. The weather seems to sympathize with me. I'm not crying, just feeling sad. Today's the 4th month of not seeing him. Yes, idiotic, I know, to still be hoping to see someone whom I don't even know anything about except for his first name. Still keeping my fingers crossed, though. :)

I told you, I haven't given up yet. I'm still looking forward to seeing him again. And now, so suddenly, his face emerged from my mind again. I think I can still wait, I hope I can.

This one's so funny. I found this game on a certain game site then tried it out for fun. It computes the compatibility rate of two people. To my surprise, this was the result!

Because I thought that that rate was too high, I tried it again with another game with the same functions, and this was the result:

The results were so high that it would be incredible. 95% and 97%? Haha. I honestly want to believe in this, but this is just a game, you know. Imagine if this is true, then... :) Hahaha! So much for mushy thoughts!Ü

Such a childish deed. I remember doing this when I was in high school and elementary. Students are so fund of doing this or other love testing stuff like FLAMES or MASH just so they know if they are compatible with their crushes. (Well, I do both to ensure maximum accuracy. Lol.) Don't come clean, I bet you do these things too.XD

I found this really cool pair of shoes in the internet. I love the color and most especially, the design. :) It's got Paramore's name and members printed on it. I wonder when I can have one.

I don't know why, but I feel like blogging and posting today. No clear topics or anything alike, just encoding whatever goes inside my mind. It's been a really long time since I last posted something here. And so I stared at the small blinking vertical line in front of me. I don't know what to write.
Okay, okay, something came up. :)

As I was browsing through the documents saved in our computer, I came across a video. It was the latest official trailer of the sixth installment of Harry Potter. It will be out in the theaters sometime in July. Honestly, I already quite forgot Harry Potter. Since I already finished reading all of the seven books, my interest for it decreased gradually. But when I saw the trailer, man, I tell you, it got all switched around and boom! I wanna watch the movie right there and then. I got really excited. It was amazing. I can't wait to see the full movie. :]

Welcome back, Harry Potter fanatic. We missed you. :)

School days are coming up. I'm feeling it. I had the worst summer--it's raining like everyday, I didn't go swimming, I'm stuck in our house the whole time either surfing the net or watching dvd's.

whoah!

gloomy monday

This summer, as I expected, will be as boring as last year. For some reasons, I decided not to have summer classes so I ended up staying at jome the whole day while most of my friends are busy with their schoolworks. What's worse about this year's summer is the continuous rain. It has been raining for several days now. Another thing is me being broke, yet again. Consequently, I have failed, again and again, to satisfy my craving for shawarma. I've been craving for that particular food since my the start of my second semester last academic year.

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***I still haven't seen him. Sad. It's been almost a month. Crap. I have not given up yet, though. I know somewhere, somehow, sometime, I will still be able to see him, at least. Just a glimpse of him will do. Shocks, what am I saying? I can't believe myself.***