SHIT. SHIT. SHIT.

OH MY GOD.

I nearly did it, oh my God. Doing something because of a sudden rush of emotion will never do you any good. (According to my experiences, at least.) I nearly added him on facebook again! If I really wanna get over this guy, I should stop myself from doing stuff that will just remind me of him. (But I got over my former crush without un-friending him... Arrgggh!!!)

WHAT THE HELL, DUDE? WHAT DID YOU FUCKING DO TO ME??!! WHY CAN'T I MOVE ON??? WHY????

Raining. The weather seems to sympathize with me. I'm not crying, just feeling sad. Today's the 4th month of not seeing him. Yes, idiotic, I know, to still be hoping to see someone whom I don't even know anything about except for his first name. Still keeping my fingers crossed, though. :)

I told you, I haven't given up yet. I'm still looking forward to seeing him again. And now, so suddenly, his face emerged from my mind again. I think I can still wait, I hope I can.