School year's coming to an end again and in this whole year, I have concluded one thing: sometimes things turn out the way you didn't expect them to be. Every time I hear the word Speech Comm. or Badminton, it always irritates my ears--never fails. So when I finally took them in my first and second semester this year, respectively, I was surprised with how it turned out. I never thought I could enjoy, have fun and become excited in attending these classes. For one, I never really enjoyed speaking in front of the whole class, let alone delivering a speech. I still don't like that. But the thing is, this SPCM1/ G-2L made it possible! Another thing is, I never fancied sports--EVER. That's why I'm skeptic and not really sure if I should continue Badminton. But man, did I really enjoy it, especially the tournament! I felt like a real athlete competing with my classmates, especially in the doubles division! There are a few times when I sucked real bad and experienced a few defeats, but it was all worth it. Yeah, it felt bad to loose, but it didn't really get into me. For me, it was all just a game and it was something to be enjoyed and not to be taken seriously. And by seriously I meant SERIOUSLY, as in seriously. I mean you gotta take seriously or else you'll flunk the subject, but what I meant was seriously, as in take it way too seriously. Got it? So well, there you are. I guess the moral lesson here is, expect the worse and who knows, it might turn out to be otherwise. Well, that's it. Pretty much. Good luck to us! :D

Japan. Tsunami.

It was still a blur, and I was skeptic when I heard my sister talking to my mom about what happened in Japan. I just came home from school, exhausted and really really tired. when my sister said that the earthquake had 8.9 magnitude, I thought she was wrong, and about the tsunami, well I didn't believe that either. I don't know where I heard it from, but what I know was it was just 7-point-something, not higher than that.

So when I turned on our television, the shocking news welcomed me. The news was showing this video of the tsunami: how far it had gone and how bad it had become. And all I was able to say was, "Oh my, God." I have no idea how many times I said that, but it just kept coming. But that's not yet the worse part, the news also said that the tsunami could also hit some of the provinces here in the Philippines. That's the time I got really nervous. What's going to happen now? Even if my province is not one of those that could possibly be hit, I'm still worried about what's going to happen. Who knows how huge the waves are going to be? I just hope everyone's going to be safe. This goes out to everyone who's affected by the latest disaster that had hit our world today.

I have always loved Japan, and I have always dreamed of going there someday. I feel bad about this tragedy not just because it's going to affect our country, but also because there a lot of other people who are affected. There are also some Filipinos in Japan and their relatives here are worried sick. The power supply and communications are down, and there is no way to contact their loved ones there.

I hope everything's gonna be okay soon. I know it eventually will be. Let's not get tired of praying. He will never leave us, He will always be there to protect us.

If only I could post it right onto your wall: birthday ko, batiin mo ko!

But sigh, I can't. We're not close, just mere Facebook friends. That sucks. The person I wanted the most to greet me on my day won't be able to do so. I guess I'll just satisfy myself by listening to his covers before going to sleep. What a hopeless romantic.

Did I just say "Am I dreaming?" in my own dream?

I can't believe myself when I woke up the other day, still thinking about my dream. I literally asked someone in my dream if I was actually dreaming because I was so happy and very excited at that moment. He said no, I wasn't, so I asked him to pinch me to prove it. He hesitated, but went on pinching me later on. I told him to pinch harder because it didn't hurt at all. I didn't know if he didn't want to hurt me or because you really never get hurt in dreams. Well, it just goes to show that I was really dreaming at that time.

So when I opened my eyes, I didn't move and tried to sleep again. I read somewhere that you will be able continue your dream if you just stay where you were the moment you opened your eyes, in the same exact position. But it was unsuccessful. I tried for several times, but the overwhelming thought of him being in my dream filled my mind that it made me unable to fall back to sleep again.:| Oh well, maybe I could dream about him some other time. Who knows, it might be tonight. I was supposed to wish for him on 11:11, but my Desktop clock now reads 1:41 am. Maybe I should re-phrase the last statement: Who knows, it might be this morning. LOL.

I wish that dream will come true.

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I miss my favorite classmate last semester(2nd sem, A.Y.2009-2010).T^T I wish I could see him more often--not just stolen glances, but actually see him face to face. Ha! As if I can do that.

A speech plan due on Friday.

A quiz on Web Programming on Friday.

A speech due on Wednesday.

A long exam next Friday.

Another long exam on Monday after next.

What a perfect month. I love August. Seriously.

I'm thinking of creating a blog about the story I'm trying to make. *fingers crossed* I hope I could finish it, given the conditions I'm in right now. I have a lot of ideas, but can't really put them together. Err.

I think I already have my fair share of embarrassing moments, thank you.

Projects coming up, exams up ahead, a paper still waiting to be finished and assignments piling up--what a perfect week. And what am I doing right now? Yeah, blogging. Instead of starting to do these things to at least gradually lessen my work load, here I am wasting my time doing this post.

Okay, as people often say, let's just look at the brighter side. But, come on! Where the hell is it? If you happen to come across it, please do tell me where it is. I have been dying to see it.X_X

This post is so random. Please don't get confused if the topics suddenly change.

Anyway, I'm still weighing things up. Should I shift courses? I know it's getting late, but I still have this "driving force" to continue Computer Science. I have several reasons, but there's one that stands out--and I'm sorry, I'm not going to mention it here. It's far too private. Who knows, some of the people I know might be reading this. I don't want to be that obvious. I still want to keep that "mysterious feel", is there any?

So, I was browsing through some applications in Facebook yesterday and I came across this app which was called "Mystic Meg". (I told you, this post is so random.) I've already used that app several times before, and it's kind of creepy. Some predictions were actually true--or I just thought so? Anyway, yesterday it said something about a secret admirer blah blah and that he is wearing something brown. It was so funny, because the guy I'm currently crushing on was wearing brown yesterday. I mean, what are the odds? I know it's crap to believe such things, but so what? At least it made me smile. The morning of that day was my worse morning ever. So that prediction kind of made me forgot about what happened earlier.

Whoa, this post is kinda long. I think I'll stop here. Don't wanna bore you guys.