deaf rants and blind happenings. this is the irony of life.
Thursday, August 26, 2010
Wednesday, July 28, 2010
Friday, May 7, 2010
Wednesday, March 3, 2010
Projects coming up, exams up ahead, a paper still waiting to be finished and assignments piling up--what a perfect week. And what am I doing right now? Yeah, blogging. Instead of starting to do these things to at least gradually lessen my work load, here I am wasting my time doing this post.
Okay, as people often say, let's just look at the brighter side. But, come on! Where the hell is it? If you happen to come across it, please do tell me where it is. I have been dying to see it.X_X
This post is so random. Please don't get confused if the topics suddenly change.
Anyway, I'm still weighing things up. Should I shift courses? I know it's getting late, but I still have this "driving force" to continue Computer Science. I have several reasons, but there's one that stands out--and I'm sorry, I'm not going to mention it here. It's far too private. Who knows, some of the people I know might be reading this. I don't want to be that obvious. I still want to keep that "mysterious feel", is there any?
So, I was browsing through some applications in Facebook yesterday and I came across this app which was called "Mystic Meg". (I told you, this post is so random.) I've already used that app several times before, and it's kind of creepy. Some predictions were actually true--or I just thought so? Anyway, yesterday it said something about a secret admirer blah blah and that he is wearing something brown. It was so funny, because the guy I'm currently crushing on was wearing brown yesterday. I mean, what are the odds? I know it's crap to believe such things, but so what? At least it made me smile. The morning of that day was my worse morning ever. So that prediction kind of made me forgot about what happened earlier.
Whoa, this post is kinda long. I think I'll stop here. Don't wanna bore you guys.
Friday, February 19, 2010
I can't believe I'm gonna post this here, but anyways, I'm doing it now so I guess let's just proceed. Well I really don't know what happened here, but it seemed to me like inirapan niya ko. I don't know why, I didn't do anything bad to him, I didn't do anything to him, for that matter. So why would he do that? Am I that much of an eyesore?
Because of an incident which I stupidly caused, I can no longer act like I used to when I'm around you. It's hard, especially when we're seat mates in one of our classes!
I should stop the ranting now, blah blah blah. I'm pretty sure you don't mind me. You don't care about me at all.
What a stupid post.
Tuesday, October 13, 2009
So hopeless. I've got a project due on Friday and guess what? I still haven't started! So much for model student. And what's worse is, I may have a scheduled final exam on the presentation day. I hope they won't happen simultaneously. It would literally kill me. Calling all saints and of course, God for help. I need you all. Help me. 911.
Thursday, September 10, 2009
I get mesmerized whenever you smile, though it really wasn't for me.
I stutter a lot when you're around, though you never really notice.
I get happy just by getting a glimpse of you, though you don't know.
I get butterflies in my stomach whenever our paths cross, though it's just nothing for you.
I listen very well when you talk, though not to me. [this one's hopeless. and it's called eavesdropping!]
Your voice is music to my ear, though I seldom hear it.
You make my heart beat faster, though you're just passing by.
You never fail to complete my day, though you're doing it with just a simple stare.
I think I'm falling, though I shouldn't be.
I stutter a lot when you're around, though you never really notice.
I get happy just by getting a glimpse of you, though you don't know.
I get butterflies in my stomach whenever our paths cross, though it's just nothing for you.
I listen very well when you talk, though not to me. [this one's hopeless. and it's called eavesdropping!]
Your voice is music to my ear, though I seldom hear it.
You make my heart beat faster, though you're just passing by.
You never fail to complete my day, though you're doing it with just a simple stare.
I think I'm falling, though I shouldn't be.
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