deaf rants and blind happenings. this is the irony of life.
Thursday, February 12, 2009
space buster! :)
1.) Sinong mas matangkad sa inyo ng crush mo?
- xa..
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2.) Ano ang kulay nya?
- kulay? mejo puti. haha!
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3.) sino mas matanda sa inyo?
- ewan ko. xa ata. haha. muka eh.:D
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4.)Kailan mo sya last nakita?
- nung sunday. di ko xa nkita nung wednesday.T_T
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5.) Kailan mo sya last nkausap?
- di ko pa un nkakausap ever. :((
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6.) Close kayo?
- feeling close. haha!
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7.) Ano klase buhok nya?
- di ko alam tawag eh. bsta ang gwapo nia!Ü
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8.) Magaling sumayaw?
- ewan.
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9.) Magaling kumanta?
- di ko alm.
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10.) Saan siya magaling?
- malay ko dun. hahaha. ;)
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11.) Alam ba nya na crush mo sya?
- ewan. haha! manhid eh. asar.
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14.) Kilala ka ba nya?
- baka. siguro. wish ko lng.ö
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15.) Alam nya name mo?
- ndi. :((
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16.) Nka text mo na?
- sana!
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17.) May karibal ka?
- baka. gwapo eh!!!
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18.) Gaano ktagal mo n sya crush?
- uhm.. ewan.. 2 or 3 months? haha.
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19.) Saan mo sya unang nkta?
- sa rob! waha! alam na!!♥♥♥
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20.) Paano kyo nagkkilala?
- bsta lng nkita ko xang pakalat-kalat. haha. :D
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21.) Sasabihin mo ba s knya someday?
- oo?
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22.) Anong pangalan nya?
- angelo!!!
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23.) Narinig mo na ba boses nya?
- oo.. gandsa. ♥_♥
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24.)E kilala mo ba mga friends nya?
- nde. haha.
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25.) Pano pag nabalitaan niyang crush mo sya?
- edi magandaaaa.. *_*
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26.) E pno naman kung crush k din nia?
- edi sooooooooobrang saaaaayyyyyyyaaaaaa!!!!♥_♥
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- edi sooooooooobrang saaaaayyyyyyyaaaaaa!!!!♥_♥
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27.) Ano s tingin mo mangyayare sa inyo pag nalaman niya?
- wala.
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28.) May idea n ba sya?
- ewan ko.
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29.) last n toh, message mo sa knya..
- tutut!
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30.) Pahabol lang. kunware aamin ka sknya, pano linya mo?
- psst! wala lng. haha. korni. xet.
Tuesday, February 10, 2009
It's Feb fair week, but I still haven't gone there. My mom won't let me. She told me to just go there on Friday, with her and my sister. Okay fine, gonna spend some quality time together. Mother and daughter. Okay na din. ;)
We had a quiz this morning--I'm late, as usual. I was answering the quiz when I noticed something funny. I thought that it was only me who was shaking because of the room's low temperature. But to our surprise, it was really shaking! There was an earthquake, it was short lived though, but still it was freaky. Mejo malakas eh. I looked at our professor and it drew a smile on my face. Her reaction was really funny. She was about to run outside when the quake was at its peak, but since it was just for a short while, she settled immediately. Due to the untimed earthquake, the alloted time for the quiz was lengthened. Nice one!:D
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I had a bad time last week. There are a looooooot of reasons for that. First was because I had my monthly period which caused me dysmenorrhea. Oh, it hurts so bad! I was absent the whole day. Second was because I still haven't formulated my tentative thesis statement yet, and the first submission of note cards is today! So now I still don't know if I should attend the class later or not. Baka pagalitan ako eh!T_T
So what will happen this week? Will it turn out well or not or not-so-well? I hope it'll be well.
Will I enroll for the summer classes? I'm considering that, but I want to enjoy the summer. I want to rest, and forget schooling for at least two months.
What to do? What to do?

We had a quiz this morning--I'm late, as usual. I was answering the quiz when I noticed something funny. I thought that it was only me who was shaking because of the room's low temperature. But to our surprise, it was really shaking! There was an earthquake, it was short lived though, but still it was freaky. Mejo malakas eh. I looked at our professor and it drew a smile on my face. Her reaction was really funny. She was about to run outside when the quake was at its peak, but since it was just for a short while, she settled immediately. Due to the untimed earthquake, the alloted time for the quiz was lengthened. Nice one!:D
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I had a bad time last week. There are a looooooot of reasons for that. First was because I had my monthly period which caused me dysmenorrhea. Oh, it hurts so bad! I was absent the whole day. Second was because I still haven't formulated my tentative thesis statement yet, and the first submission of note cards is today! So now I still don't know if I should attend the class later or not. Baka pagalitan ako eh!T_T
So what will happen this week? Will it turn out well or not or not-so-well? I hope it'll be well.
Will I enroll for the summer classes? I'm considering that, but I want to enjoy the summer. I want to rest, and forget schooling for at least two months.
What to do? What to do?

Tuesday, February 3, 2009
the perfectly-timed misadventures of me. x_x
We had our scheduled first long exam in cmsc56 today. All about logic. It just gives me a headache. I decided to review on it yesterday since the topics and concepts to be reviewed are not that long. Well, as expected, I still haven't fully understood some of the rules needed in proving the validity of an argument.


They may look simple, but believe me, they're wicked. Argh! And so, I had been reviewing the whole day until before our lab instructor started discussing the new lesson. Since then, I wasn't able to review again.
Our lab instructor told us that the new lesson is easy and will not take us 3 long hours to finish the discussion and the exercise. So I decided to go home first to get myself ready for the upcoming "agony" before going back to school. But when we were finally answering the given exercise, my time calculations were destroyed. My partner and I took a long while to finish it. Kaya ayun, 6pm na ko nakalabas. One hour left to go home and have some snacks and prepare myself. To my surprise, I was caught in a traffic jam. Actually, not surprised, I just forgot that it was during that time that the streets are always on traffic. And so I waited until the jeepney I was riding finally got out. Time check: 6.35pm. Yeah, right! It's too late to go home. I thought of some alternatives. I just decided to go to Pizza Hut and buy their Buy1, Take1 pizzas. Two pizzas at the price of one. Nagmahal na rin pala yun.
Anyway, I ate my pizzas on the way back to PhySci. I was running late. I told the driver that I'm heading to PhySci, but still, he changed course and turned to the road leading to CEAT! What a nice driver! Not only that, dun niya lang ako binaba sa kanto ng DL. He's really nice, isn't he? Kaya yun, tatakbo na ko. My mind was so occupied that I completely ignored everything aroud me. When I reached second floor, Naabutan ko pa si mam. She's still on her way. Thank God, I'm still wasn't late after all. :)
Daming familiar faces ah. I was surprised to see some acquaintances whom I thought passed 56. Medyo madami sila. Kinabahan tuloy ako.
I don't know if I did well. But I'm contented with my performance. What's better was the guy I'm eyeing on was just in front of me for the whole period. Talk about good sightings!:D
What a day. I went home tired and exhausted. /*Actually, I should be sleeping right now. I have to wake up at 6am tomorrow.*/ I think that's all. Goodnight. *wink*
Our lab instructor told us that the new lesson is easy and will not take us 3 long hours to finish the discussion and the exercise. So I decided to go home first to get myself ready for the upcoming "agony" before going back to school. But when we were finally answering the given exercise, my time calculations were destroyed. My partner and I took a long while to finish it. Kaya ayun, 6pm na ko nakalabas. One hour left to go home and have some snacks and prepare myself. To my surprise, I was caught in a traffic jam. Actually, not surprised, I just forgot that it was during that time that the streets are always on traffic. And so I waited until the jeepney I was riding finally got out. Time check: 6.35pm. Yeah, right! It's too late to go home. I thought of some alternatives. I just decided to go to Pizza Hut and buy their Buy1, Take1 pizzas. Two pizzas at the price of one. Nagmahal na rin pala yun.
Anyway, I ate my pizzas on the way back to PhySci. I was running late. I told the driver that I'm heading to PhySci, but still, he changed course and turned to the road leading to CEAT! What a nice driver! Not only that, dun niya lang ako binaba sa kanto ng DL. He's really nice, isn't he? Kaya yun, tatakbo na ko. My mind was so occupied that I completely ignored everything aroud me. When I reached second floor, Naabutan ko pa si mam. She's still on her way. Thank God, I'm still wasn't late after all. :)
Daming familiar faces ah. I was surprised to see some acquaintances whom I thought passed 56. Medyo madami sila. Kinabahan tuloy ako.
I don't know if I did well. But I'm contented with my performance. What's better was the guy I'm eyeing on was just in front of me for the whole period. Talk about good sightings!:D
What a day. I went home tired and exhausted. /*Actually, I should be sleeping right now. I have to wake up at 6am tomorrow.*/ I think that's all. Goodnight. *wink*
Friday, January 30, 2009
i was so nervous one minute, but got relieved the next..•_•
This semester, I had to re-take of one my subjects I already took during my very first semester. The story is that my former teacher did not accept my paper since it lacked sources. I only had three, no scratch that, two sources for my paper. Okay, I know, it's all my fault. I did not take that subject seriously and just went as an easygoing student. Why was I an easygoing student then?
"Masyado tong broad, iha."
So she asked me to narrow it down. Oh no, I can't think of anything that I can extract from my topic. It took me a while to finally show her what I wrote. I patterned it from the examples she always mentions in class. She said it was good and gave me an assignment, she wants me to make a tentative thesis statement regarding my topic. And so, my consultation turned out good. I faced my fear. I'm always afraid to talk to my teachers. I don't know why. Basta ganun eh.
Hay. I went home happy. I overcame something I've been avoiding ever since. It feels good. ;)
- I still can't get over my high school life. When I was in high school, I didn't study hard. When some of my classmates were burning their eyebrows and studying hard for long tests and quizzes, I was there, watching tv, going to places, hanging out with my friends, and not even opening or visiting the pages of my books. I, unfortunately, carried this attitude until my first semester as a college freshman. But now, I can say I changed a bit. Basta, alam ko. Wag nang umangal.:D
- I was not aware of the time. Well I actually am, but I did not mind. I thought I still have a lot until I noticed, wala na pala. Okay, that sucks. I am such a good way to illustrate people having mañana habit. And still the bottom line is, time is gold! Use it wisely.
- I don't know what I should do. Actually, I didn't have a clear idea in mind that time. What should I write? Well that's actually a problem. I suck in writing(if you noticed my posts). I am bad when it comes to organizing ideas and relating them to each other. Even if she accepted my paper, I doubt it if she's going to give me a good grade.
- Okay! My hands are up! I'm irresponsible. Hindi ko inasikaso. Period.
"Masyado tong broad, iha."
So she asked me to narrow it down. Oh no, I can't think of anything that I can extract from my topic. It took me a while to finally show her what I wrote. I patterned it from the examples she always mentions in class. She said it was good and gave me an assignment, she wants me to make a tentative thesis statement regarding my topic. And so, my consultation turned out good. I faced my fear. I'm always afraid to talk to my teachers. I don't know why. Basta ganun eh.
Hay. I went home happy. I overcame something I've been avoiding ever since. It feels good. ;)
Wednesday, January 28, 2009
☺☺☺
Last week was a total blur! I had three exams in one day. I was only able to review for cmsc21, so I guess I should not expect good results from the other two. :(
Just yesterday, our instructor gave us the result of our exam for last week. I'm am so down, hopeless and very pessimistic about the result. I told myself not to expect too much. And so our instructor laid the papers in front and allowed us to get them ourselves. At first, I can't find my paper. Being unable to find it just prolongs the agony. Then, I finally got it...

I passed the exam!
I can't believe it. Nakapasa ba talaga ko? I'm so happy. But, it's too early to celebrate. This is just the start, a lot is still to come. Pero okay na din, I passed our first exam. :D
Eh yung dalawa kaya? *sigh*
Just yesterday, our instructor gave us the result of our exam for last week. I'm am so down, hopeless and very pessimistic about the result. I told myself not to expect too much. And so our instructor laid the papers in front and allowed us to get them ourselves. At first, I can't find my paper. Being unable to find it just prolongs the agony. Then, I finally got it...

I passed the exam!
I can't believe it. Nakapasa ba talaga ko? I'm so happy. But, it's too early to celebrate. This is just the start, a lot is still to come. Pero okay na din, I passed our first exam. :D
Eh yung dalawa kaya? *sigh*
Friday, January 23, 2009
i had to stop myself..
xoxo
you're pushing and pulling me down to you
but i don't know what i want..
now when i caught myself, i had to stop myself
from saying something that i should've never thought
now when i caught i caught myself i had to stop myself
from saying that i never should've thought of you, of you..
you're pushing and pulling me down to you
but i don't know what i want..
♫♫♫
you're pushing and pulling me down to you
but i don't know what i want..
now when i caught myself, i had to stop myself
from saying something that i should've never thought
now when i caught i caught myself i had to stop myself
from saying that i never should've thought of you, of you..
you're pushing and pulling me down to you
but i don't know what i want..
♫♫♫
Tuesday, January 20, 2009
forget about it, girl.
i hate this. same thing happens again and again. waaa!!! ano ba yan. i'm getting really pissed off. i really, really want to get your eyes, but i guess di ko na naman magagawa un. asar! tsk. too bad. too unfortunate. malas. :(
Friday, January 9, 2009
you caught my eyes
Yeah, you caught my eyes and I want them back. Lol. Die romantic. Malandi much? Alam ko. Haha. :))


No comment na nga. Haha. :D
Basta I just wanna see more of you. Sana nga araw-araw eh. But I think that's too much.
Okay na rin yung at least twice a week. Better be contented with kundi mahahalata na ko. :)
Haha. Kanya-kanyang paraan lang talaga. :]
And one more thing, you shine awesomely brighter than anyone does. :]
Hope to see you soon. Define hope. *_*
Basta I just wanna see more of you. Sana nga araw-araw eh. But I think that's too much.
Okay na rin yung at least twice a week. Better be contented with kundi mahahalata na ko. :)
Haha. Kanya-kanyang paraan lang talaga. :]
And one more thing, you shine awesomely brighter than anyone does. :]
Hope to see you soon. Define hope. *_*
Wednesday, January 7, 2009
college na tlga ko.

Oh my, it's 12:30 am on my wrist watch, and yet I'm still awake. I'm still doing my take home exercise in 21. Ang sakit sa ulo.T_T I'm really hopeless.. Di ko na alam gagawin ko. I've tried to modify my code several times, but still mali ang nage-generate niya.
Buti na lang nagchachat na ko. I met several people who are taking up courses that are related to mine. And guess what, I made use of them. I ask them for help in formulating the right algorithm. Tagumpay! Tumama ung sagot nung isa. Nag-run at walang errors. I'm so relieved. Kakaiyak pala pag nakuha na yung tama. :D Again, a very big thanks to you. Babawi ako, promise. :) Formulating algorithms really gives me a headache. >.<
But I should not mind that, there's still a lot to come, more difficult and probably more complex. I should prepare for that. Buti naman ngayon, nakakagawa na ko ng alam ko na talaga yung gagawin at hindi yung hula-hula lang codes. Yun ang gawain ko nung sa 11 eh.
I don't know how to close this one, kaya ganito na lang..BYE! :)
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