i heart joshua neil farro! <3

This is him. The newest apple of my eyes. Harhar. :D
But unfortunately, he's taken. He is Hayley William's (vocalist, Paramore) boyfriend. So what?
That doesn't forbid me to have a crush on him. ;)


Astig nia noh? As in he totally rocks(or should I say rocks my world? Haha. ;p)!
And so, I'm currently hooked on watching Paramore's music videos.
Addicted? Well, not really. I just wanna see him. :D

Hayley is one lucky gal. :(
Harhar. ;D

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search engines are on!

I'm searching. No, scratch that. I have been searching, that is. I have been searching for what I want. I'm not satisfied for where I am at. (I'm talking about my course.) Feeling ko di ko kakayanin ang comsci. This is not for me. I'm not good at this. Para lang sa mga halimaw ang course na to, and I'm not one of them.

Gusto kong mag-shift. But as usual, I'm still not sure. Gusto ko sanang mag-DevCom. I heard that they have a subject about photography. I love photography, kahit wala kaming cam. I love taking pictures in various angles. The only problem that I see if I would take that risk is that I'm not good in writing. Hirap ako pagdating sa pagsusulat. I'm not an inborn writer, so I won't be surprised kung nachachakahan ka sa mga posts ko dito.

Ang gulo. I'm still weighing things up. I'm thinking how would end up if I pursue my current course or if I will pursue my second plan. Pero syempre, I have to consult my parents about it. Besides, they are one's who's spending money for my matriculation.

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is it? is it?

Oh my, yesterday was our schedule for laboratory in cmsc22. It is plainly about Java programming. And guess what, I suck in this subject. Ang hirap!

Simula pa lang mahirap na, paano pa kaya yung mga susunod? Good luck to me. This is going to be one heck of a ride--a really bumpy one. (Nooooooo. T_T)

relieved--but not fully :(

Finally, registered na ko! But still, not satisfied. I wasn't able to take Math 26. Hirap kaseng magpre-rog. Laging nawawala ung teacher. Nako. Consequently, I have to take it this summer, along with Stat1. I already attended several of my classes. I'm still nervous about my comsci subjects.

Yesterday--Wednesday, 13 November 2008--I attended my class in cmsc21. As expected, we didn't start the formal lesson yet since the course outline is not yet ready and our lecturer's schedule is still not finalized. During the class--actually, even before it started--I observed familiar faces. Un ung mga taong mag-cmsc21 last sem. Patay.

"Shet. Ang daming bumagsak sa 21. Pano na to? Di ako ganoon karunong mag-program. God, 911!"

Even my former high school classmates were also there. Matatalino ung mga un. My God, I'm really nervous. I don't want to see another classcard with an encircled "5" on it.

"Sana kasing considerate ung mga instructors ko ngayon ung instructors ko last sem."

I really thought I was going to fail cmsc11, but thank God, I didn't. Also thanks to my very considerate intructors. Hehe. Ndi bola yun ha. *magic wand*

"Sssuuupppeeerrr GOOD LUCK! Kaya mo yan!"

I'll do my best, make use of my resources, and uhm, study hard, perhaps? No, I SHOULD STUDY HARD. That's the most essential thing to do. Even the smartest man on earth still acquires knowledge through studying. In accomplishing passing or good grades, studying real hard is still the bottom line. One can atain a good academic standing if he studies hard and does things that needs to be done.

"One will only be a failure if he stops trying."

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I'm currently hooked in listening to David Archuleta's "Crush". Simple lyrics, yet great impact. Nako, aminin. Nakakarelate ung iba. Hehe. :)

. . .

It's like he's still confused whether it's just a simple crush or is he already falling in love? That's quite a difficult question. It's really true, right? Sometimes, we thought that it was nothing deep and not a serious matter, but as things happens, ayun na--in love na pala. :)

. . .

But I have one question remaining, bading ba si Archuleta? Hehe. La lang, para kasing ang lamya niya kumilos. I hope not, 'cause he's really cute. Sayang naman di ba?Ü Meron lang sigurong mga ganung straight, mahinhin pa sa babae.ö

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dot. dot. dot.

Start of classes is fast-approaching, but I can't feel it. I went to school a while a ago. Madami na ring estudyante, pero tinatamad pa rin akong pumasok (as usual). I'm still underloaded--15 units--I need three units more. I'm planning to take 21 units since I only took 12 last sem, but because of time and unavailability of slots, di na ata kakayanin.

Personally, I don't know what awaits me this semester (well, who knows?). I hope this is going to be good. Ginaganahan lang ako mag-aral pag mataas grades ko eh. Sana matataas ngayon para ganahan.

Okay, okay! Inaatake na naman ako ng katamaran, but I'll see to it that it won't eat me whole! I'll push through. This time, I wanna study hard. Kaso pag naman ganito laging hanggang salita lang ako. Hay!

This coming sem, I'll be taking cmsc21 and cmsc22. These two subjects are complicated and difficult (well, one of my closest blocmates told me that most of the computer science students find these two major subjects very difficult). Katakot. Pre-requisite kase neto ang cmsc11-introduction to computer science. Grabeng intro yan, pahirap agad! Programming really gives a bad headache! In making algorithms, there a lot of things to consider before even starting. What more when you finally came to the point na iche-check mo na if the program is working or if there are errors that needs to be resolved?

Saludo ko sa mga computer science students ng uplb na naka-graduate on time. Mga halimaw kayo. Share naman ng knowledge and understandings regarding our course. :)

I think that's all for now. Ang dami kong iniisip. Good luck to me and my fellow college students this semester! I hope we'll make it good this semester, and hopefully, sa mga following semesters pa. Up until graduation! Yes! Haha. ;)

my cousin..so cute!Ü

Just wanna post a picture of my cousin. This was taken using my 2-megapixel camera phone. She took this herself. Lage niya kaseng hinihiram yung phone ko and would play with the camera--she's just four years old. Hehe. :) Actually kapag nababadtrip sya sa pang-aasar namen, all I would do is just bring out my phone and say, "o picture picture ka muna o." And then eventually, she's in good mood again.

Why did I post it? Wala lang, nagandahan lang ako. Without any effort parang ang ganda nung shot--as for my opinion, ewan ko lang ung inyo. :)

nasa mood akong mag-post ngayon. ^__^

I'm so excited for twilight. Hindi nman masyadong halata di ba? :)

Kaso di ko pa to nababasa. :( Is there someone out there who's kind enough to lend me a book? Hehe. Syempre dapat kakilala kita.

Although I haven't read it yet, most of my friends say na ang sweet daw nilang dalawa sa isa't isa. Actually, nahawaan ko na din sa kaadikan ung kapatid ko. Hehe. :) Whenever she's surfing the net, she would look for twilight pictures and watch the trailers posted on youtube.

Who can blame me? Maganda naman kase talaga. :)

advance happy birthday to me!! :)

Wow! Time really flies by so fast, and before you notice it, it already passed you by. Hay, I'm turning 18. :( I'm no longer a minor, but still a child at heart. Hehe. :) I'm excited to be 18. Wala naman sigurong masyadong mababago. As they say, age is just a number. So I really don't mind turning a year older.

sembreak!!!

Finally, first sem has ended! I wish pasa lahat ng grades ko. A lot of things happened this sem, and several names were added to my secret list. Hehe. :) Personally, I enjoyed this sem. One of the reasons is because one of my close friends, Clair, is my classmate in Stat1. It's the first time I had a classmate who's also my high school friend. Then, another reason is because I learned a lot from one of my computer science subjects. At least, meron. I learned to do things on my own, but still, with a little help from others.

Mejo tinatamad akong magpos ngayon. Habaan ko na lang next time. :)