deaf rants and blind happenings. this is the irony of life.
Tuesday, May 11, 2021
Wednesday, May 5, 2021
I was in the mood to letter tonight, so I opened my Instagram and browse through my works to get ideas. And I realized..
Damn, I suck.
I stopped sharing my posts to Facebook because the lack of reactions and support for my works was devastating and disheartening. I thought the problem was my lack of peers, my lack of network--or absence thereof--but no. It was actually my lack of talent.
As I look at my profile and browse through my works, I realized how boring and lifeless they are. There's no 'wow' in any of it. Not a single one. Even those I was proud of once--nothing.
To be fair, I feel this way every now and then. But tonight, it felt different. It sunk a little deeper.
I am mediocre.
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