I'm not intelligent, but wise enough to have a sensible talk with. I'm not very good in arts, but can definitely make a good craft. I love music, but I guess it doesn't wanna love me back. :D I have a lot of friends and I love to laugh a lot with them. I know that math is essential in our lives, but I really hate it. I know this is quite boring and I don't have talent in writing, but please, do waste time reading it. :)

I wish to travel the world.
Shop 'til I drop! :)
Become a CSS master. ^^
Finish my studies.
Become a renowned photographer. :]

**kate**
**anne**
**gem**
**jamie**

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Still contemplating and thinking real hard and thoroughly if I should give "it" to him or not. I mean, come on, what if I did and we become classmates again after sometime? It will be very, very AWKWARD. I cannot handle such awkwardness, not to mention how hard it'll be hard to concentrate in class with such awkwardness in the air. I'm not gonna ask anything in return, I just wanna give "it" to him. Argh. What to do, what to do? Should I or should I not?:|

It's starting to really fucking sink in. Computer Science is NOT really for me. My brain cannot handle the required capabilities of being a programmer. It's times like this that makes me want to just stop whatever the hell I'm 'programming' and quit already. Too bad I'm too proud and won't bow down and accept defeat. I consider it as something unfortunate because I think not accepting defeat is a sign of cowardice. You can't accept your boundaries and limitations. As much as possible I really, really, as in badly still want to try. I don't know if I'm just too lazy to study and practice programming or if I have really become dumb and stupid. I don't know.

It sounds good, yes, hearing and seeing people's reactions whenever I tell them that I am a Computer Science student from UPLB, but what they didn't know is how much I suck as one. I am a big sucker for programming. Probably the dumbest and most stupid one. Please, people, when I tell you what course I'm taking and where I'm studying, don't have high expectations right away, because I hate disappointing people. If it feels bad to get disappointed, it feels worse for me if I'm the who caused the disappointment.

Have you ever heard of the movie called "It's Kind of A Funny Story"? Well, I totally relate to the main character. And this really got me:

I am so freaking excited for the reboot of Spider-man!

What made it more exciting is the fact that Andrew Garfield is gonna be playing the role of the friendly neighborhood himself!

And another thing, Emma Stone will play the role of Gwen Stacy, Peter Parker's love interest. (Yep, not Mary Jane!) I think this is going to be awesome! Two of my favorite actors in a movie about my favorite super hero? What could get any better?

I'll definitely watch this in the theaters!

I terribly miss talking to you. I wish you will activate your formspring account again some time soon. And yes, I know that it's a pathetic and stalker-ish way of doing so. But I don't have a choice, I can't talk to you up front.:|

I think I'm doomed. I don't get to do the exercises properly. That's two now. Argh! What am I going to do? It's a seasonal subject, and I don't want to take it again next year. I mean, I think I'm okay in the lecture part, but the laboratory part is hell. And it's the more important one since that is where we apply everything we discuss in the lecture. Fortunately, the higher percentage of the final grade will come from the lecture, that's 50%. But I still have to do good in the laboratory so I can surely pass. Oh, God, help me, please? Pretty, pretty please?T____T

He just made his Facebook his online diary and he already posted two entries. It's nice to know that's he's opening up and letting other people know about his daily accounts. I wanted so much to tell him to create a blog instead so that he could keep his older entries when the time comes that the About Me section in his profile page runs out of characters.

School year's coming to an end again and in this whole year, I have concluded one thing: sometimes things turn out the way you didn't expect them to be. Every time I hear the word Speech Comm. or Badminton, it always irritates my ears--never fails. So when I finally took them in my first and second semester this year, respectively, I was surprised with how it turned out. I never thought I could enjoy, have fun and become excited in attending these classes. For one, I never really enjoyed speaking in front of the whole class, let alone delivering a speech. I still don't like that. But the thing is, this SPCM1/ G-2L made it possible! Another thing is, I never fancied sports--EVER. That's why I'm skeptic and not really sure if I should continue Badminton. But man, did I really enjoy it, especially the tournament! I felt like a real athlete competing with my classmates, especially in the doubles division! There are a few times when I sucked real bad and experienced a few defeats, but it was all worth it. Yeah, it felt bad to loose, but it didn't really get into me. For me, it was all just a game and it was something to be enjoyed and not to be taken seriously. And by seriously I meant SERIOUSLY, as in seriously. I mean you gotta take seriously or else you'll flunk the subject, but what I meant was seriously, as in take it way too seriously. Got it? So well, there you are. I guess the moral lesson here is, expect the worse and who knows, it might turn out to be otherwise. Well, that's it. Pretty much. Good luck to us! :D

It was still a blur, and I was skeptic when I heard my sister talking to my mom about what happened in Japan. I just came home from school, exhausted and really really tired. when my sister said that the earthquake had 8.9 magnitude, I thought she was wrong, and about the tsunami, well I didn't believe that either. I don't know where I heard it from, but what I know was it was just 7-point-something, not higher than that.

So when I turned on our television, the shocking news welcomed me. The news was showing this video of the tsunami: how far it had gone and how bad it had become. And all I was able to say was, "Oh my, God." I have no idea how many times I said that, but it just kept coming. But that's not yet the worse part, the news also said that the tsunami could also hit some of the provinces here in the Philippines. That's the time I got really nervous. What's going to happen now? Even if my province is not one of those that could possibly be hit, I'm still worried about what's going to happen. Who knows how huge the waves are going to be? I just hope everyone's going to be safe. This goes out to everyone who's affected by the latest disaster that had hit our world today.

I have always loved Japan, and I have always dreamed of going there someday. I feel bad about this tragedy not just because it's going to affect our country, but also because there a lot of other people who are affected. There are also some Filipinos in Japan and their relatives here are worried sick. The power supply and communications are down, and there is no way to contact their loved ones there.

I hope everything's gonna be okay soon. I know it eventually will be. Let's not get tired of praying. He will never leave us, He will always be there to protect us.

If only I could post it right onto your wall: birthday ko, batiin mo ko!

But sigh, I can't. We're not close, just mere Facebook friends. That sucks. The person I wanted the most to greet me on my day won't be able to do so. I guess I'll just satisfy myself by listening to his covers before going to sleep. What a hopeless romantic.