I'm not intelligent, but wise enough to have a sensible talk with. I'm not very good in arts, but can definitely make a good craft. I love music, but I guess it doesn't wanna love me back. :D I have a lot of friends and I love to laugh a lot with them. I know that math is essential in our lives, but I really hate it. I know this is quite boring and I don't have talent in writing, but please, do waste time reading it. :)

I wish to travel the world.
Shop 'til I drop! :)
Become a CSS master. ^^
Finish my studies.
Become a renowned photographer. :]

**kate**
**anne**
**gem**
**jamie**

September 2008
October 2008
November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
February 2009
March 2009
April 2009
June 2009
July 2009
August 2009
September 2009
October 2009
January 2010

So hopeless. I've got a project due on Friday and guess what? I still haven't started! So much for model student. And what's worse is, I may have a scheduled final exam on the presentation day. I hope they won't happen simultaneously. It would literally kill me. Calling all saints and of course, God for help. I need you all. Help me. 911.

I get mesmerized whenever you smile, though it really wasn't for me.
I stutter a lot when you're around, though you never really notice.
I get happy just by getting a glimpse of you, though you don't know.
I get butterflies in my stomach whenever our paths cross, though it's just nothing for you.
I listen very well when you talk, though not to me. [this one's hopeless. and it's called eavesdropping!]
Your voice is music to my ear, though I seldom hear it.
You make my heart beat faster, though you're just passing by.
You never fail to complete my day, though you're doing it with just a simple stare.
I think I'm falling, though I shouldn't be.

What's the most important thing for a computer science student? Computer, files and soft wares. But what else can a computer student do if his computer's hard drive suddenly gets corrupted and it's hopeless to retrieve all the files he had saved and all the soft wares he had installed in it? Nothing.

Of all the things that could happen, that particular one did to me. I asked my friend if there's still hope that the files can be retrieved, she said yes. So when my father brought the CPU to the technician(big thanks to him for repairing our PC for free), my hopes were up. But in the middle of waiting, my father called and told me that it was hopeless, that the technician can longer retrieve everything because all the drives were badly corrupted. I cried.

To top it off, our lab instructor gave us a take home exercise to be submitted today at 6pm. Considering that the technician finished reformatting the PC at around 2pm, that I have a class at 3pm, and that downloading all the necessary soft wares needed in compiling and running my program will definitely take time, I cannot make it on deadline. Good thing I was able to do the important part of exercise the night before. I think that's what they say, there's always the bright side. It's still not that big of a disaster after all.

Through the months, I have saved a couple of files, downloaded a couple of songs, videos, and pictures and installed some soft wares in our PC. It was a bit hard for me to let go of those things that took me several months to gather. Consequently, I have to start all over again. Start from trash, from the very beginning.

Raining. The weather seems to sympathize with me. I'm not crying, just feeling sad. Today's the 4th month of not seeing him. Yes, idiotic, I know, to still be hoping to see someone whom I don't even know anything about except for his first name. Still keeping my fingers crossed, though. :)