Thursday, September 10, 2009



I get mesmerized whenever you smile, though it really wasn't for me.
I stutter a lot when you're around, though you never really notice.
I get happy just by getting a glimpse of you, though you don't know.
I get butterflies in my stomach whenever our paths cross, though it's just nothing for you.
I listen very well when you talk, though not to me. [this one's hopeless. and it's called eavesdropping!]
Your voice is music to my ear, though I seldom hear it.
You make my heart beat faster, though you're just passing by.
You never fail to complete my day, though you're doing it with just a simple stare.
I think I'm falling, though I shouldn't be.

Friday, September 4, 2009

What's the most important thing for a computer science student? Computer, files and soft wares. But what else can a computer student do if his computer's hard drive suddenly gets corrupted and it's hopeless to retrieve all the files he had saved and all the soft wares he had installed in it? Nothing.

Of all the things that could happen, that particular one did to me. I asked my friend if there's still hope that the files can be retrieved, she said yes. So when my father brought the CPU to the technician(big thanks to him for repairing our PC for free), my hopes were up. But in the middle of waiting, my father called and told me that it was hopeless, that the technician can longer retrieve everything because all the drives were badly corrupted. I cried.

To top it off, our lab instructor gave us a take home exercise to be submitted today at 6pm. Considering that the technician finished reformatting the PC at around 2pm, that I have a class at 3pm, and that downloading all the necessary soft wares needed in compiling and running my program will definitely take time, I cannot make it on deadline. Good thing I was able to do the important part of exercise the night before. I think that's what they say, there's always the bright side. It's still not that big of a disaster after all.

Through the months, I have saved a couple of files, downloaded a couple of songs, videos, and pictures and installed some soft wares in our PC. It was a bit hard for me to let go of those things that took me several months to gather. Consequently, I have to start all over again. Start from trash, from the very beginning.

Things I wanted to say if you were still listening. Why? What did I do? Is it my skin? My personality? My attitude? Is it because I don'...