never stay where you're not wanted

Second semester is officially over! It's now time for summer classes. A lot of things has happened. A lot of ups and downs have been experienced, and through all that, I learned a very significant lesson: never stay where you're not wanted. I know, it's a bit unrelated, but I don't care. Since nobody is reading my blog but me, I decided to post some melodramatic stories and thoughts.

I am fund of answering survey questions that are posted on my Friendster account. One day, as I was answering one of the questions, I stopped for a moment. I was answering a question which was easy for me to answer before, but now seemed to be a bit difficult to me now. The question was, when was the last time you laughed so hard? it took me a while to answer that. I suddenly thought, when was that last time I laughed so hard? I noticed that I haven't been laughing a lot recently. Maybe it's because I have been alone for some time. I haven't met my friends for a long time and haven't hung out with them for a while. But then, there are also other people whom I want to be with. There's this person whom I'm very close with, but I haven't also seen for a while.

My mind keeps telling me to go and have some fun with them, but on the second thought, di rin ako mag-eenjoy. Do you know the feeling of being out of place? It's like you're invisible to them. They don't talk to you nor look at you. So why would I go and hang out people like that? I'm the kind of person who don't go with people who treats me like a nobody.

I don't know where this post will go. Basta I'm sure of one thing, I will never, ever stay where I'm not wanted. Di ko ipipilit ang sarili ko sa mga taong ayaw sakin. I'm that thick.