Thursday, September 11, 2008

bewildered.


Blogging? Well, it's not really my cup of tea, but since some of my friends have blogs, I was also encouraged to make one. I'm not good in web page designing so I'm not really sure what would this become.

I'm kind of confused right now. I'm really bored with all the things that are happening to me. Same things happening over and over again. I want something new. I want to spice up my life, but I don't know where or how to start. I always stay at home. Home-school, home-school, home-school...so boring!

For me, having low grades since I entered college is normal, but I do want to improve. I want to improve myself in all aspects. But every time I try to do it, it will always be unsuccessful. I'm too lazy! I'm too lazy to do things and I don't have the courage to do the things that I wanted to do. I have low self-esteem. Crap.

911! Could someone lend me a hand?T_T

Wednesday, September 10, 2008

travel.


I love to travel--I guess everyone does. There are a lot of places I want to visit someday, mostly European countries. Actually, I made a list of the top ten places I want to visit(just visit, as of now, I don't have plans of living permanently abroad). Well, here's the list:

10. Sydney, Australia
9. Paris, France
8. Japan
7. Germany
6. Switzerland(chocolates!)
5. New York(Haha.. Gossip Girl! Oooohh..)
4. Disneyland(US)
3. Bohol
2. London
1. Rome, Italy

Obviously, I dream of traveling around the world. When traveling, you don't just simply visit places, you also learn a lot of things. You learn more about their culture, food, religion, views about life, their way of living, how things are going on in that place, and a whole lot more. This can also change some of your philosophies or beliefs in life. Traveling is tiresome, but fun. As for me, I won't mind getting tired just as long as I'm having fun, learning new things and making the most out of my life.

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